I've had a bit to drink tonight. I do enjoy a drink too, but I get a bit drunk only at weekends when I don't have to wake up for work the next day. This week I have been getting increasingly worried as the days G is being careful is less & more days he is drinking more ciders than we can afford. I say afford as in financially but also for his health. Last night he was violently sick & he said it was nothing to do with alcohol. It was to do with using an alternative to Fry light!! I am getting worried he is slowly killing himself and I can't stop him.
I want to note however while I am discussing the difficulties of living with an alcholic that when G is being careful, taking it easy, and is not pissed he is great. He is so caring. He does all the housework, all the cooking, he does lots in the garden: growing potatoes, lettuce. Tomatoes etc. we can eat. We enjoy watching period & detective dramas together that we would not enjoy so much on our own. We play scrabble & trivial pursuit. It's not all bad. When he does not drink too much, and I don't have to tell him what we did half an hour before it's all good.
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